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05.28.12 ♥ 0

Sunday May 13th 2012 @ 1:31am

Bittersweet. As much as I know that this won’t last for long I’m enjoying every second of it. Everyday he shows me how much he cares and I’m glad to have him in my life right now. :)

There’s times when we have our moments but he’s so quick to get me laughing again.

Def makes me happy fuckin camper & after all the heartache I’ve been thru it’s a relief to know that there’s really good guys like him out there. I hope he knows how much I appreciate his sour patch kid ass and everything he does for me & everybody around him.

You’re pretty fuckin awesome Broskii, you should give yourself more credit! :D

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Shanae + Feliciano “Bong” = Shalisey!!! (Taken with instagram)

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Everyone follow my GB @teejaymcfly :) (Taken with Instagram at Top Of San Bruno)

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02.10.12 ♥ 2

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Dearest Shalise:

My eyes tear as I think of your loss.  I have been an awful uncle to you and am sure you barely know me these days……. but I knew you before you were born.  You were sooooo special to all of us.  You were our first baby doll.  A ragged bunch of gangsters and partiers all excited like little children when young Shalise came around.  I remember seeing your grandma and grandpa as their faces, ever so slightly, lit up when you were around.  They are both tough people but with good hearts and they always loved you (you almost had to stare at them when you came in the room to see the joy in their face, and hearts, for you.)

I can only share with you, that as a father of 2 daughters, you were most surely the last thought on your father’s mind.  Fathers often make mistakes and are not sure how to truly show their heart; especially for many of us that came from the environment we did.  But that never, ever means that we don’t care and that those dearest to us don’t effect us on a daily bases.

I promise to you that there has not been a single day that your father has not thought of you.

You are grown now and I have failed in helping you in your growth.  I am sorry.  Just remember, it took your father the loss of his greatest love…YOU…to learn how to be a good father.

Be strong my dear.  Stand tall.  Be smart. Every little action you make in life attracts an equal and opposite reaction.  Never compromise your heart and be confident that you have more help and support than you even know about.  You ask and you will have all that you need.  We are not your traditional bunch of uncles but we can get a lot done when we are united.  We will always be here for you.

With all of that said, as hard as I try and and as much as I wish I could, I can not ease your heart.  It is a pain that should never be put upon the shoulders of a young lady.

I have been shot, I have been stabbed many times, I have had my head broke open and my bones broke and I have spent much time in jail.  I have also caused the same pain to many others throughout the years; and yet, I can still never imagine the pain of loosing a parent.  It is a pain that hurts in your heart.  No physical pain could ever compare.  I can not imagine the pain in your heart right now.  But I am sure it is more than I could ever stand.  I am not as strong as you and I am not strong enough to endure something like this.

Please think of me:

If we were to share a piece of candy or an ice cream sunday or a good meal…..when it was gone we would spend much time talking about how good it was and how much we enjoyed our experience.

Do so with your father.  Do not be sad because he is gone but rejoice in the wonderful things we have experienced with him.

You can always tell someone about the best halo-halo you ever had:

but now, you will always tell everyone about the best man you ever knew.

Love you sweetheart.

Joe Turner

02.02.12 ♥ 0
what's your youtube name?

Asked by Anonymous

i dont have one yet.. i’ll def post it up as soon as i get one. :)

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Happy camper time 👏😄 (Taken with instagram)

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